*Warning - this is not a happy post. I am sorry to be depressing, but I have to get it out.
The last week or so I have felt sad. I mean really sad. I'm not really sure what is wrong with me. I will be sitting there playing with Alyse or talking to Josh or my mom on the phone and I just want to cry. I have also been having really bad headaches. It has been really hard to go on with my days and pretend everything has been ok. (I really deserve an Academy Award for all the acting that I have done the last couple of days!)
Well, yesterday, I broke down. I mean really broke down. Someone said something that REALLY hurt my feelings. That was the breaking point for me. I came home from church and cried and cried. When Josh got home, I left Alyse with him and went to my bed. I never slept. I just curled up and prayed, thought, and hid for about an hour. (Thank you, Baby, for just letting me have a time out. It really did help.)
Today has been better. My mom came to my rescue, so I have got to relax a little. Also, tonight Danielle and I went to the Ballentine Spa and had 1 hour massage. (It was a fun sisterly outing.) I do have a headache, but I am just going to take some Excedrin Migraine and go to bed.
Thanks for letting me share!
Kim